22 Jul



Just when the caterpillar thought the world was over, it became a butterfly.

This has always been one of my favorite quotes. If you know me personally, you know I adore butterflies. So it was a real treat to be able to visit a butterfly garden while we were in Ecuador. The name of the place was Jardin de mariposas Nathaly and it was in the middle of the Ecuadorian Rain forest. A few of the women on my team and I decided to visit after we hiked through the Rain forest and went zip lining. This was a peaceful way to end our trip.

What I found amazing was how beautiful some of the cocoons were. Check out their actual colors in the photo gallery. They are stunning and they aren’t even what they were created to be yet in this stage. It made me think of our spiritual journeys as we allow God to transform us. The degree that we allow our flesh to die and to pick up our cross and follow Him is the degree to how we will be transformed. I believe many people get stunted in the caterpillar stage or the cocoon stage. Life is hard, no doubt about that. But we have to press through and finish the race, finish the process of sanctification and transformation. If we trust Him and allow this to happen in our lives we will wake up one day and realize we are butterflies (in the spiritual sense lol).

I sense that I am in the final stages in my cocoon. And I dream about the day that I’m transformed, it’s coming soon.

God Of 2nd Chances

21 Jul

Little Ones


When I was a little girl I was on a jumprope team through my school. I was the youngest kid in the pack, a 2nd grader in the midst of 3rd-6th graders. The name of our team was The Jetsetters and we traveled throughout Texas and performed jump rope tricks and routines for various crowds. One of those crowds was the kids from the Special Olympics. I vividly remember after performing my trick, jumping with my own rope in between a pair of double dutch ropes, walking off stage. The music began to play and all of the Special Olympic kids walked out, or rolled out in their chairs, to dance with us. A little boy around the same age as me with Down Syndrome walked up to me and smiled and tried to grab my hand to dance. But it was the first time I had ever encountered a child who looked like that and I was afraid of him. I walked away from him and my team eventually got on the bus.

But something happened in my heart and mind at that very moment. I felt the love of God for that little boy and others like Him. And I remember crying for years afterward whenever I saw his face in my mind. I wanted another chance to dance with him and to tell him that I was sorry for not treating him like a regular child. Although I was small, I learned a valuable lesson that day and I believe it was because of that encounter that my heart opened up to those who are “different”.

One of the days we were in Ecuador we spent time at a school for children with special needs. I immediately bonded with a couple of little boys and they wanted to dance and play sword fights. It wasn’t until we were about to leave that the Lord reminded me of that memory as a little girl with that little boy. I began to weep because I realized He gave me that second chance that I had longed for for years in my heart. It was a healing moment and it was so awesome to see that I was in fact a different person today than I was years ago.

We had a dance party with the children after Miranda preached on David & Goliath to the children and invited them to know Jesus.

Supernatural Healing

19 Jul

San Francisco De Quito


Hello Lovers,

I recently returned from the lovely city of Quito, Ecuador with my friend Miranda. It was my first time ever in South America and I fell in love with the people and the culture. God is doing amazing things in the city of Quito and I am so grateful I was able to not only witness it, but be a part of it. I snapped that photo above in a church called San Francisco de Quito in their town center. Legend has it that the church ran out of money to pay for the completion of the church, after all every square inch of it was decked out in incredible works of art. And so one of the church elders sold his soul to get the rest of the money to complete it. Whether that’s true or not, we definitely felt a strong oppressive spirit inside of this place, as well as in the town center. So we prayed for the people of the city, for their freedom and healing.

Speaking of healing, I witnessed multiple miracles through Miranda. She has a healing ministry with her husband Jerame so this is her daily work. But it was such an honor to walk beside her and witness it all unfold. One of the nights our team (about 30 people from the LA area) were praying for people at a local church service. Miranda got on the microphone and began to share words of knowledge for people that needed healing. And I watched one by one, people get healed. Their eyes opened up and you could see the shock in their eyes as they felt the pain or issue that was once there totally gone. So she said “lungs”. She kept saying it and by the 3rd time I thought, “wow is God speaking about me?” You see, as long as I can remember I have had a hard time getting deep breaths. I’ve had shallow breathing all of my life and I just learned to deal with it. But she kept saying it and when she gets a word it’s accurate. So I raised my hand and you should have seen the look in HER eyes, lol. “Lezlie?!?! well alright, thank you Jesus”. I went up. She prayed for me. I literally felt a space in my chest cavity open up that had never been there before. I was healed and He used my friend to do it.

When I got home from Ecuador I slept like a baby… for several nights in a row. This is unusual because Clarence has sinus issues and usually snores. But after about a week of sound sleep I had to bring it up to him. He then shared, “yeah, the night you came home from Ecuador I felt something open up in my nose.”… You don’t say?!

Just as we read in scripture, God still heals today. Have you ever experienced His supernatural healing?

Daily Affirmation

18 Jul

Be grateful, optimistic and positive like this little one :). What are you grateful for today? I’ll start…


  1. My husband
  2. My family
  3. The freedom to do what I love in life
  4. The ability to travel the world
  5. My hair
  6. BMG
  7. Mark Blake
  8. PIHOP
  9. Hearing God’s voice so clearly
  10. My creativity
  11. My friends

Write Your Story On My Heart

17 Jul

Hi Lovers,

I heard this song today on the radio and I knew she was speaking to God. I often struggle since returning to Christ with being this empty vessel and at the same time a woman with great dreams and personality and will. In the past I knew that I was destined for great things because I had this inner confidence that no one could steal. But when I returned to church I worried that that quality was possibly arrogance. Though I once had an elder pray over me and say “you know the difference between confidence and arrogance and because of this God will use you for great things”. Still, I have lived very close to narcissists in my lifetime and a part of me is afraid that this confidence when met with success will slowly turn into “I Am A god” . (warning the link to the song is awful but I use him as an example because he started off with “Through the Wire“, oh Kanye).

I did have another elder pray over me and say that God is giving me a scepter to declare and do great things but that I shouldn’t worry about success because He will keep me on my knees (prayer).  So why do I still have this internal struggle? I don’t know. I guess because I’ve been to the dark side but at the same time I have seen the glory and power of God. This is a season of learning to trust Him and that all things are used for the glory of God. But it’s also a season of learning to walk in the fullness of who I am and not be apologetic about it. Because I have dimmed who I am for many many years out of fear of people hating me too. How do you balance this?

Lord, write your story on my heart and I will follow.

Love Is The Answer

26 Jun


This song made me smile. That is all.


11 Jun


Hi Lovers,

I’ve missed you all and wanted to say hi. Today is my birthday and I can’t believe another year has flown by. I’m always grateful for another year because I know that tomorrow isn’t promised to us. I was praying about what this year should be about, if anything more or less. And I was brought to the same verse over and over again.

“Religion that God our Father accepts as pure and faultless is this: to look after orphans and widows in their distress and to keep oneself from being polluted by the world.” – James 1:27

I was just invited to go on a trip to Ecuador with my good friend Miranda where we will work with orphans and other things. I was also invited to help at an orphanage in India this October for a week. I’m going to do both. But the second part of that verse is to “keep oneself polluted from the world.” I believe this touches that cord in me that wanted to be a nun as a child. When I was in Hawaii last fall God gave me that dream where I was dressed in white and I knew it was about being set a part. Over the past several years I have grown to love the things of this world less and less. But I think this is the year I am called to really live a separate life.

What does that mean? Well, I’m sure some of you have gone through this and continue to go through it. For me, I will just have to find that line with working in Hollywood and not being polluted because a little bit of leaven raises the entire loaf. Or maybe this is where my life completely changes and I work with orphans and widows for my life’s work. I’m not sure, but I am walking by faith and not by site. I trust that whatever is in store for this coming year is exactly where I need to be because I am abiding in Him.

When I look back at who I was a year ago I’d say that I’m much more comfortable in my skin. I think part of this is being happily married and the rest has to do with changing the way I eat and also finally using my gifts when it comes to the work of my hands. I don’t feel like I have to search for God anymore because I am secure that He is always with me.

I’m very grateful.

April Update

2 Apr


Hello There Lovers,

How have you been? Great, I hope :). All is well over here, I just wanted to check in and say hello because I’ve been so busy lately. I looked up and it was April 1. Where is the time going? It’s kind of alarming how much can change in a few months, isn’t it? Let’s see, I personally know 5 pregnant women, 2 couples that just got married last week, and I’ve watched someone I’ve known for years have their dreams come true. He shot his first pilot for a major network. Hopefully it’s the breakthrough role he’s worked so hard for. Last week I had the chance to attend Ad Tech with KK. We missed Sean Combs, he was the key note speaker. But we had a blast and got to stay at the St. Regis, oh la la.

Of course we still found time to blog while we were there. We share a blog over at What else? I also had a pretty big audition last weekend, I’ll keep you posted on that. And I’m taking a month long Vegan challenge for the month of April. I’ll be in Texas next week for my brother’s birthday so that adds an entire new layer to that challenge. Vegan in Texas? It’s possible.

What’s new with you friends? I’d love to read about it in the comments below.


Like Leather Boots and Whiskey…Perspective gets better with Age

25 Mar


I thoroughly loved this post and always like to learn from people who have gone before me. How has your perspective changed as you’ve aged, regardless of how old you are?

Originally posted on Like Leather Boots and Whiskey ....:

"The Sun was smiling a hundred years ago and the sun is laughing today."

“The Sun was smiling a hundred years ago and the sun is laughing today.”  Santosh Kalwar

A child looking at the woman in the picture above might think that she is actually resting her hand on top of the sun, might even fear that she could burn her hand! But we know that perspective can be nothing more than a trick of the eye. Not surprisingly, Prevention Magazine lists Perspective as one of the top 50 things that get better with age, and I have to agree.

imageWhen I was in my early 40′s I had a life coach. I can’t remember how I found her, but I think it was a 30 day trial thing, maybe a little longer. Although I took lots of notes, I don’t remember much, except that she frequently scolded me for my “shouldas.” You know, I kept saying things like, “I should do this…”…

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Faith, Hope & Love

22 Mar

faith hope and love

Faith, Hope and love, but the greatest of these is love. Right? I feel like I have come to know love and faith very well during my lifetime. But hope is still a mystery to me. I think if you struggle with depression the root of it is hopelessness. Though I no longer struggle with depression, I do still feel that hope is deferred in areas of my life. So what is hope? And how can I receive it? And if I truly know love, shouldn’t I know faith and hope as well? What are your thoughts on these three? Do you know all 3 or is one still a mystery to you? I want to have hope. I want to know what hope is inside and out. I know what it is to be hopeless so I want to know the other end of that spectrum. What is it like to have so much hope that your faith grows? Are they directly connected?


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